24 September 2014


YMe: Abg, cable B da tak betul la sometimes charging tak masuk
Abg: Its ok B simpan cable tu nanti balik Abg tolong betulkan (since he's so good in fixing things)
Me: I don't think so
Abg: Why?
Me: B tried charging it was not functioning so i threw it to the wall. Its totally broken now.
Abg: Can't help it (-_-)
Me: I already bought a new one😐
Abg: .............. Oh.

21 September 2014

What Is The Toughest Job On Earth?

Being a navy's wife! Seriously. Don't ever mess with them because they are definitely not vulnerable and can kick your arse extremely hard if they have to. I do not have a chance to meet my husband for 27 days and it surely feels like I'm in piles of shit. Deeply in it. I don't know how other wives do this and they seem perfectly strong! But here I am impotent, feeble and like in a deep 'tahi kucing lembut'. Damn. I thought it was going to be easy! But it is not!!!

Shit. This is hard, okay! We have never been away from each other since we get married. 2 weeks tops and no longer than that. And now it is almost a month. I don't know how I survive this crazy life. I know my husband hates it too! I am tortured, mentally and emotionally. I thought I was strong but I am undoubtedly not!

I admire those who can carry on their lives, raising and delivering kids, miscarriage, accident, hospitalised, alone and their husband is not around. They are beyond awesome. Husband, please appreciate and IT IS NOT EASY TO LIVE WITHOUT YOU HERE BESIDE ME (T_T)

This is ridiculous. BLERGH!
Okayla I depress jom shopping Fareeda release stress. #eh!

19 September 2014

Buckle Up For The Next Trip!

Because we (my cousin and me) already book the tickets, so this month and next month I HAVE TO SAFE MY MONEY. For god sake! I worship that word almost every day so that I won't forget it! This is so freaking hard! Saving your money...! Save your money...! (T_T)

17 September 2014

Dear My Favourite Girls...

You don't know how comfy you are
You don't know how happy I am
You don't know how strong our relationships are
But you know who you are

Knowing you girls are blessed from God
Not relatives and not related by blood
When we are together we act like an idiot
We share the good and we share the odd

I write this poem to express my feeling
Since I am the person who are not good in talking
No sorry no thanks thats our pinky promising
Hope this relationship will neverending

Mira. Juni. Lia. Reunited Netballers. Mang. Afet. Inas. Amira. Rai. Wanie. Mami (Eh)

14 September 2014

Kenapa Saya Suka Berblogging?

Tak lah saya takde la suka berblogging sangat pon. Saya tulis blog sebab bosan je. Hahaha

P/S: Sebab rasa berdosa yang tak pernah putus, akhirnya ku bagi hint2 suruh Hubby bace blog so skang da bace da tak rasa berdosa sangat da.
Hubby, bila nak luluskan borang permohonan kredit kad I??? I wanna have one.... :(

07 September 2014


I don't know how to describe things beyond sadness but life without you is like that (T_T)
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