Kerry Clarkson - Already Gone

Remember all the things we wanted

Now all our memories they're haunted

We were always meant to say goodbye

Even with our fists held high

It never would've work out right

We were never meant for do or die

I didn't want us to burn out

I didn't come here to hold you, now I can't stop

I want you to know that it doesn't matter

Where we take this road someone's gotta go

And I want you to know you couldn't have loved me better

But I want you to move on so I'm already gone

Looking at you makes it harder

But I know that you'll find another

That doesn't always make you want to cry

Started with a perfect kiss then

We could feel the poison set in

Perfect couldn't keep this love alive

You know that I love you so

I love you enough to let you go

I want you to know that it doesn't matter

Whare we take this road someone's gotta go

And I want you to know you couldn't have loved me better

But I want you to move on so I'm already gone

I'm already gone, already gone

You can't make it feel right when you know that it's wrong

I'm already gone, already gone

There's no moving on so I'm already gone

Already gone, already gone, already gone

Already gone, already gone, already gone

Remember all the things we wanted

Now all our memories they're haunted

We were always meant to say goodbye

I'm already gone, already gone

You can't make it feel right when you know that it's wrong

I'm already gone, already gone

There's no moving on so I'm already gone

Engkau & Aku.

Kepada Aku...

Weh, engkau ni nak kawin ke tak? Bila nak berhenti shopping online? Duit dah habis dah ni... Kau tau tak kau patut online survey2 barang wedding bukan online menghabiskan duit.

Kepada Engkau...

Aku... Aku dah cuba dah tak pergi blog2 tudung yang cantik2 tu, tapi tetiba je appear kat wall facebook aku. Habis macam mana? Lepas tu aku pun suka, lepas tu aku pun TERbeli, lepas tu duit aku pun TERhabis. Alamak! Facebook jahat!

Kepada Aku...

Engkau ni memang sengal...

Kepada Engkau...

Disebabkan aku adalah engkau maka engkau pun sama sengal jugak!

Adeh.

POKAI.

Dear You...

Please get well soon cause I'm worried bout you : (

*Praying*

Preparation.

Orang kat rumah dah bising. Sebab aku buat dunno je dengan wedding aku. Sebenarnya aku macam malas nak survey2, tambah pulak JB ni tak de pape yang best pun. Kalau nak cari Wedding Planner area Shah Alam/KL okay kot. Dekat sikit. Kaler pun aku tak decide lagi nak kaler ape! Wah! Pada hal, bulan ni patut dah siap cari tailor, tanya nak beli lace macam mana untuk baju kahwin+sanding sebab next month dah nak pegi Bandung, shopping. Tapi aku tak buat pape lagi, tailor pun tak survey. Tak tau nak amik sape. Kang aku jahit je baju aku seniri kang. Kreatif sangat uols!

Orang kat rumah dah bising pasal master bedroom yang tak de katil. Dah la toilet semua Mak yang pilih, katil pun tak cari2 lagi. Mak cakap nak pegi beli katil kat Lorenzo. (Lorenzo tu kedai perabot yang gilang gemilang yea aku pun tak tau ape menatang Lorenzo tu hari tu.) Masalahnya Lorenzo kalau ada kat Seremban boley tahan lagi tapi ni nak kena naik Shah Alam/KL. Okay, jauh. Aku rasa macam nak tebang pokok getah, buat katil sendiri. Keles!

Orang kat rumah dah bising, kursus kahwin bila nak pergi??? Aku tunggu orang yang menganjurkan kursus tu datang cari aku buleh tak?

Orang kat rumah dah bising, flow majlis aku tak tahu, adat pun tak berapa paham, ape benda cincin berapa bentuk, pihak lelaki kena bayar duit itu, duit ini. Eh, nape aku tengok orang lain punya kahwin2 macam rilek je??? Rasa macam dah paham hal hal nikah kahwin ni tapi tetiba rasa bongok jap. Banyak yang perlu belajar lagi ye!

Orang yang nak kahwin dengan aku dah bising barang2 hantaran bila nak survey harga? Dia nak buat budget. Cincin tunang tak beli lagi, cincin kahwin, kat rumah aku nak pakai warna ape? Duit untuk beli barang2 nak RM berapa? Erk! AKU TAK TAHU...!!!

Orang yang nak jadi bakal in law dah mula telefon tanya itu, ini. Hantaran berapa ribu, cincin nak berapa bentuk, gelang kaki, gelang tangan, getah gelang, ape lagi? Adat Negeri Sembilan macam mana? Aku=Nanti saya tanya Mak dulu yea Mak Cik. Harus kang aku buat adat sendiri jap lagi hancus majlis.

Aku plan nak siapkan semua benda sebelum aku balik cuti sem. Mampukah?

Susah ko tau nak kawin ni. Ingat senang ke? (T_T)

*Sambil meninggalkan laptop dan pergi mencari katil* (z_z)

SBE Day 5 (Last Day)

It was raining early in the morning. Me and my friend decided not to come early to school. I continue sleeping until 8.00am. Best gilerh. Then around 9.00am Lia call. Cakap aku dapat class relief tapi macam dah lambat so aku tak sempat pun masuk kelas tu. Then kitorang sume gi makan kat kantin. Cikgu so-called-handsome tetiba masuk makan jugak. *Yaw!* Aku tau dia masuk even aku tak duduk mengadap pintu sebab tetiba kawan aku dah buat muka terencat campur gatai bila dia tengok kat pintu tu. LOL!

Kawan2 aku kata best jugak dapat masuk kelas relief, tapi aku rasa bosan je. Rasa out of place. Yang penting tak sabar nak habiskan semua ni. Nak balik rumah!!! Yeah! Malam ni tidur rumah Ayang, meet up dengan cousin2 semua. Rindu kat rumah sangat2. Aku kalau homesick mesti hidup jadi kusut, kepala serabut, memang tak best, rasa macam sangat damn. Memang kalau orang cari pasal, aku rasa nak lempang je.

I HATE SCHOOL BELL!!!

Bergegar rasa otak bila loceng tu berbunyi. Aku rasa macam nak pergi cabut wayar loceng tu! (Like what we did to our school siren many years ago).

One day nanti kalau aku jadi pengetua aku akan tukar bunyi loceng sekolah jadi ringtone!!!